Jun 162008

Today is Pac’s birthday…he would have been be 37 years old. I sit and think of where he would be now and I smile. For even through the all the mess, he was still brilliant and a true Hip-Hop legend. There will never be another like him, and so I decided to re-run the Artist Spotlight I did on him back in April (Bey can wait until next week)…R.I.P. Pac…you will never die here…

If you have read this blog, you know that I love Tupac. His inconsistencies, his conflicted soul, his day and night personality…all contribute to what was so magnetic about him. Tupac was and always will be one of the best poets in the game to me…he didn’t necessarily have the best flow or the best voice, and his demons eventually caught up with him, but if you listened closely, he had the heart of a lion, and the will of a soldier.

video credit: originally uploaded to YouTube on February 12, 2006 by bgjoker

This whole Tupac/Biggie feud? Of course, I was on the Tupac side. I never even listened to a Biggie song, other than what was played on the radio, until after his death. It was only then that I realized that this whole “East Coast/West Coast” thing was immature and thought up by a bunch of thugs who had nothing better to do than bring violence into music, where it doesn’t belong.

Tupac was not only a talented Hip-Hop artist…he took the acting world by storm with his unprecedented and downright frighteningly real performance as Bishop in “Juice.” Here is my favorite scene:

video credit: originally uploaded to YouTube on March 28, 2008 by khashayar1985

One of the reasons that I love Tupac is because he reminded me of my brother. He was young, sometimes dumb, and always reactive to the situations around him. But I loved him because when he spoke, he tugged at my heart, because I just wanted to talk to him to see if I could fix him. I wanted tell him that maybe the world wasn’t always against him, and that maybe he didn’t have to be so angry all the time. But life had shown Pac the hard road; his anger and bitterness had torn him up so bad that no amount of talk or teaching could repair it. But I always saw him as ultimately good; underneath all the bullshit and the facade he presented, I felt that his heart was mostly okay.

This is the song that will forever keep me a fan of his…

video credit: originally uploaded to YouTube on February 12, 2006 by bgjoker

I still listen to Pac’s earlier stuff…it means the most to me, it is the truest to me…it represents to me Pac untainted. If ever there was such a thing…

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  • Great Post as usual, MarvalusOne. The new look is awesome too. Still a fan !
  • I thought he had a great flow, his time was excellent; and his voice project and inflection to match the emotion of whatever he was speaking on at the moment was an unmatched gift.

    Anyway, Pac was a rare poet who painted vivid pictures with words by getting to the heart of the matter. He changed the game to reflect him from his day forward. Folks are trying to sit around and rewrite history now and claim he wasn't all that good; when the fact is that it's evident that every took a little from Pac, and what he brought to game became stapples in rhyming.
  • this is my favorite part from 'juice' too; pac was just so gangsta in this scene. surprisingly, i liked pac more as an actor than a rap artist. i only liked a couple of songs, with 'i wonder if heaven's got a ghetto' as my favorite; there is just something about that rap that i can not get enough of.
  • Duane - Glad to see you...thanks!

    Yobachi - Don't get me wrong...Pac will always be #1 in my book against anyone...he was pure and true and real to the core...

    Marcus - Pac in Juice was just...gangsta like you said...Pac as an actor was Pac as a rapper...he was one of the rare people who was able to fuse both of them together...
  • Awesome post!!
    YOU GOT THE JUICE NOW!!
  • :lol: Ms. Regina you are too funny!
  • He was very talented and very troubled. I listened to Big (being a NYer) and I listened to Pac. What happened btwn them was personal; some of it perception and some of it true.

    They were both good at what they did and both are dead; a waste of 2 lives. I wasn't on anyone's side because at the end of the day it was all stupid, divisive and a couple of brilliant mc's are gone.

    That being said, had Pac lived, I think his career in acting would've been really good. He had tremendous potential.
  • It is so sad, D...those of us who did choose sides wasted our time arguing when we should have been supporting both of these brothas...of course, hindsight is always 20/20 and now I realize what a stupid immature waste of time that shit was...
  • M - It breaks your heart doesn't it? I was shocked at Big's death and not shocked when Pac was shot. He was getting shot all the time and I just figured he'd bounce back like always.

    I miss them both very much. Had they lived they would've been what 36/37? Imagine what they could've been.
  • It truly does...but when you mess with evil for too long, you bound to go down...

    Just like you said...I can't even begin to dream how it would be like if they were both still flowing, weaving their stories, fighting the fight...
  • Let me restate myself, I meant to say:

    I thought he had a great flow, his timing was excellent; and his voice projection and inflection to match the emotion of whatever he was speaking on at the moment was an unmatched gift.
  • "I tell your mama you ain't sh*t." This was the movie. I love Tupac, from the moment I saw him in digital underground. It's those eyes, I'm a sucker for men with beautiful eyelashes.
  • Yobachi - I got you...

    Mrs G - Now that's gangsta...and Pac's eyes told a story...I think that's why I thought there was innocence underneath all that thug...his eyes were so beautiful...
  • DP
    Great post Ms. Marvalus, and I love this site design.

    Tupac is still my favorite rapper of all time. He was able to convey so much knowledge in his lyrics, and I loved his flow. Strictly 4 My Ni**as was a classic rap album, conveying consciousness among the thug life anthems. It's a shame he's still not here.
  • Spot on about the good vs angry and bitter in Pac.
  • DP - Thanks...

    Tupac will always be at the top of my list...and I agree with you; it is a shame he is not here to share more of his brilliance with us...
  • IW - That is what made him what he was...all of that mixed in together...
  • Keep Your Head Up is one of my all time favorite songs. I remember listening to it when I was younger (I believe I was in elementary or early middle school)...I still remember all the words.

    I think what grated me was that he was so SMART and articulate and to get caught up like he did was such a shame.
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